So, six months later and it's all said and done. I am 35 years old.
It is sort of weird to reach the age that you once coined as "old." Obviously, I would never say, nor do I really think that 35 is old (or 40 or 50 or 60 even...). What is it about the number 35 for me though? It might have something to do with all of the paperwork I've filled out at various doctors' offices over the years, "Are you over 35? Check yes or no."
Maybe it's the fact that turning 35 happened to come at the exact stage of my life when the baby years are ending. I mean they really are. My "baby" has magically transformed from infant to toddler in a flash. She is currently mastering walking, first words (says the cutest "uh-oh" you can imagine), making her opinion known, and climbing like a monkey!
I love babies, and I have loved being a Baby Momma. But this stage can't, nor is it meant to last forever, no matter how many kids you think you can handle or are blessed with. The fact of the matter is, babies grow up to be kids, and I feel very blessed and completely content with our four (in case you were wondering).
A few months back, I decided to give myself a gift for my 35th birthday...a healthier and happier me. I set some strict goals for myself and even decided to go without dessert/sugar (no ice cream, cake etc.) for about three months. This actually made for a grouchier me for a few days, but it got easier. I've also started exercising 6 days a week (running three miles, three times a week, and doing weights and pilates the other days). Honestly, I've reached the point where I recognize that being active (and healthy) is a lifestyle choice that I want to continue. This process isn't something that happens overnight, or certainly all at once. I laugh at how hard it is some days to go one mile, but it's always worth it.
I set a lofty goal for myself that I thought was possible to reach by my birthday, and came within ONE pound (I was almost wishing for a touch of the flu to get me there- JUST KIDDING)! I celebrated the victory with my favorite cake and ice cream (couldn't even finish my bowl), and got back on the treadmill the next day.
So here's to 35! And to making healthier choices, to taking one day at a time, and feeling better than I did at 25.
A raw and somewhat fuzzy self-portrait that I just took (no make-up, no editing). I've decided to grow out my bangs again. Rob told me that he prefers this look, and I think I'm with him even if it means exposing a few more wrinkles on my forehead...
8 comments:
I think you're just as lovely now as you were when I met you. I still remember you singing "Is This Home" from Beauty and the Beast at Nauvoo auditions, wishing I were you.
I'm in the same philosophical quandary regarding the baby years. It's a tough realization to come to, but I'm pretty sure we're done.
I'm proud of your health goals. I've started a similar path, but it's only a couple of weeks old and already I'm feeling better. Yay for running, Tam! I remember our running days together fondly.
Love you and miss you!
Way to go, Tams. Your motivation inspires me. Rophone says you look great in the photo, and I agree with him. ; )
Honestly, with healthy living, healthcare, and haircolor it seems like 40 is practically 30 now a days! Not that I hold Hollywood as a good example of much, but many of the leading ladies (with substance) are older than we are...and look great. (I guess personal chefs & coaches might help there...) I think the 30's have to be some of the best times in life...young and active, yet old enough to know what's really important, kids at fun stages... Well, also one of the most demanding times in life, too.
I remember the Nauvoo auditions, as well. Rachel, you sounded like an angel. Tamsen, I have always loved the richness of your voice. Good memories!
Are you going to fitness works?? Tell me what time you work out! We can do it together! I am doing the same, and went ONE month without sugar, but three... I don't know. I don't think I could do three. However, I definitely need to do better.
I noticed a huge difference between our March visit and the end of May. It must have been "The Program" you were doing in the meantime. It wasn't just losing weight but something more, yeah. Way to go, keep it up.
You are beautiful at any age. I had a similar feeling when I turned 35 and started checking the over 35 box. The 30's have been my favorite stage in life.
On another note, when I delivered Kate I shed a few bittersweet tears knowing that she is my last baby. I wish I would have thought of that when I was up 5 times with her last night. Happy Birthday Tamsen!
This is exactly what I have been thinking but then I am pregnant and that chocolate cake I made for father's day was really good, uhm too good.
But you look great Tamsen! All the best on the new changes. This is an inspiration to me. :)
Love,
Sherry
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