I really feel the desire to post something, but don't know what to say. Or maybe it's that I really have a lot to say, but don't have the time to post it all. Things are just busy and I keep waiting for life to slow down, but I'm afraid it's really just the beginning of the "busy" if that makes any sense. I'm moving from Mom of Young Children, to having kids that are a bit older and involved in multiple activities and am trying to manage it all. This "four kid" thing can feel like a lot some days... one day at a time, right?
Contributing to my busy, is the fact that the baby suddenly doesn't seem so baby-
ish anymore. That is both sad and fun/exciting at the same time. She is napping less, getting teeth, babbling more, and has learned to get herself (almost) wherever she wants to go. She loves her new freedom!

So, I've finally set some personal goals for the year (now that we're almost done with February) and am feeling really good about my progress. I usually share my fitness goals with my husband (and everything else that's on my mind, poor guy), but I got the strange idea that if I kept these particular goals to myself, then that could work as a motivator of sorts. Does that sound odd? Probably. Is it working, YES! There must be some power in the secret.
Rob and I were asked to direct a "Play in a Day" for an upcoming youth conference. I feel so far removed from the "performing world" that I used to be part of, and wonder how I spent the first 22 years of my life seeking the spotlight, and why I really try to avoid it now. I just started going to ward choir again, and told the director (after she asked) that although I'm willing to do a solo, I'd rather let someone else do it (you know that there is always someone that
wants the solo). I'm not
deliberately trying to bury my talents or anything, but it just feels like a different life, or a different me or something. I really feel fulfilled keeping up with the little creations I gave birth to right now. I wonder if (when my kids are a little older and independent, or at least potty-trained!) I will have the desire to be on stage again someday. Only time will tell.